urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak Jayyy JaBu 2006-08-18T13:29:09Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:44628 2006-08-18T13:29:09Z 2006-08-18T13:29:09Z none. okay to day is my last full day here , in fl.<br />i will be living tomorrow around noon i should say but maybe alittle later<br />i will arrive in delaware around hmmmm 7 ish , then going to PARTY!<br /><br />with my biiiitches i so can not wait<br />&lt;3333333333333333333333333333<br /><br /><br />my stay here was great i mean , stuff went wrong but not to much.<br />i didnt reach my goal but its okay i only lost 13 pounds. goal 20 but i know i will by my bifday.<br /><br /><br />came to florida:<br />weight: 172<br />hair:blondish<br /><br />leaving FL: 159<br />Hair: brown<br /><br /><br /><br />so i think i did a good job.&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:44189 2006-08-07T05:33:06Z 2006-08-07T05:33:06Z so i got inspired to write in here after <br />reading nikkies update,so here it goes<br /><br />this summer hasnt been hmmmm whats the word(s).<br />"pointless" a waste of time.<br />damn when i go to florida i want to at first but then<br />i just dont want to be here anymore , i mean im not in hanging<br />out with my family everyday, doing family this.<br />im not like that , i want to be on my own with my friends<br />partying,valley rides,smoking.<br /><br />and most spending time with my bestfriend.<br />i miss miss miss her.<br /><br />im actual watching degrassi high<br />right now which makes me miss her more.<br />so it sucks.lol<br /><br /><br />but only 11 daysss.<br />Jayyy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:43796 2006-07-31T05:22:28Z 2006-07-31T05:22:28Z i do.<br />so lately i have been talking to paul<br />what a joke , he never knows what he wants but its fine<br />im done running back.<br /><br />finally closure to the shitt.<br /><br />haha so i got drunk yesterday,<br />well i wish.<br /><br />no i rather be high.life bettter that way.<br /><br />Jayyy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:43560 2006-07-14T03:01:23Z 2006-07-14T03:01:23Z none so why is it when i get angry or up set i go to sleep?<br />then i wake up all late a night and stay up.<br /><br />i miss DE to much.<br />i miss my nikkie and i miss just doing the usual things.<br />like driving around with nikkie && brian.<br />smoking,drinking,partying,late nights at mcDonalds.<br /><br />so many things.<br />Jayy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:43409 2006-07-06T02:29:24Z 2006-07-06T02:29:24Z so i love to shop.<br />i wish i could all the time.<br />it makes me happy.<br /><br /><br />=D just thought i would share.<br /><br /><br />-Jayyy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:43061 2006-07-04T16:37:45Z 2006-07-04T16:37:45Z its forth of july.<br />today should be a good day i hope.<br />last night i went to my grandmas house to stay the night,but ended up staying the night with my aunt.<br />lolo,i really wanted to come to her house alone,but<br />my 11 year old cousin wanted to come.i really was just<br />moody but it wasnt that big of a deal.lol i always have to get in my moods.<br /><br />but ill finish later. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:42922 2006-07-03T16:40:35Z 2006-07-03T17:03:55Z None. So lets see i havent wrote in here in almost a year. Since everyone up and left, and made myspaces. which is getting kinda old but i still enjoy it.alot has happened over the past year , which is in the past. Currently im in florida for the summer, like always.but im coming home august 19th.<br /><br />i re-did everything in my LJ.<br /><br />yesterday we had a party thingy here , basically all family.<br />it was funnnn, well at the end. when everyone was coming i just decide to hiberate in my room, i get in these moods where i want to be alone, but finally i came out and end up playing vollyball and being social. .lol yea but it end up to be an okay day.<br /><br />&hearts; Jayyy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:42556 2005-09-19T00:14:41Z 2005-09-19T00:14:41Z I didnt steal you boyfriend,Ashlee Simpson. Its Jayyyy , <br /><br /><br /> i have wrote in awhile really because hmm i dont know , but im living with my aunt now , things are ugh , i want to just go back to normal... i dont even know what that is .. eating with family?? hmm i just dont know..WEll this week i hung out with sarrra it was quite fun. she came over myaunts , and then today i came over hers , im just going to walk to school in the morning..haha my birthdays in about 24 Daysss i cant waitt. wel actually i can . its just going to be a let down...im turning 16 and nothing going to happen..not party , nothing and besides that i wont get anything either. but who care...<i>me....</i> i wont say i do but i do...anywho. letss see nothing <b>plan for this weekend</b> ... mall agian haha the <b>mall</b> is so for <b>lame people</b> <em>Thats why i go..<em> heh...welllwellwelll=/ <br /><br /><em><b>I guess ill update in about another week...</em></b><br /><br />-OnlyJayyy Onlyme... <br /><em>nothing</em></em></em> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:42393 2005-08-23T21:23:25Z 2005-08-23T21:23:25Z My humpsssss <center>so whats uppp?? nothing much here , im just doing somethings around here(nikkies) waitting for sara to call omg she needs to ..lol, i called her like 80 times No lie. everyones in the back smoking , but i really didnt feel up to it...so i didnt. i dyed my hair...its awesome.. well i think soo..yay for me...huh? lol well if you want to see it go to myspace.com/l0s3r..any ways ive been at nikkies all weekend and half this weeeeekkkk..SCHOOL soon , yikes. ididnt recieve my school classes yet. so ill just wait and seeeee...lol im super bored. and i want to see SARAAAAAAA ugh. well i guess im done..lol ill write more later? nope.</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:42213 2005-08-15T14:11:26Z 2005-08-15T14:11:26Z boys in the hood this weekend was so much fun. you dont know...haha so many laughts , i love nikkie and cait! haha i meet nikkies kim , she cool. well saterday hung out with cait and nikkie , went everywhere.lol sunday we had much fun , we drove to pa with kim to hang out and everyone wanted to smoke inside...lol i beraly remeber , lol i got my lip pierced. yay. lol , well that much it , eww weed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:41867 2005-08-12T10:39:42Z 2005-08-12T10:39:42Z rug rats<tv> <center>okay its about 6.30 in the morning , cant sllep probally because i cant wait till i get home to see my nikkie and everyone else....okay last night i went out shopping with my aunt , we ended up buying hair dye , so i dyed my hair black. its awesome , i love it it just has to grow..lol haha well i guees ill try to fall back a sleep. i love you people people people.<br /><br /><br /> Jay=Hawt?</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:41619 2005-08-11T18:10:13Z 2005-08-11T18:10:13Z some comerical. hey today is august 11th , haha well yea you probally like it says ther date above dumb ass.lol well today is just really relaxing, nothing much , im all packed up , and just cant wait to get home. well im going str8 over nikkies , and after that i belive the beach trailer for the weekend , im not to sure as of yet but yea whatever. after that im picking karly up monday from airport saying the night then off to my aunts. well im leaving eith her untill , mom finds a place to LIVE.ugh lol well i dont care. but yup i need a job so i can fix my lap top. so blah , i cant wait to get that thing fix, 395.00 but i need it fix , the computers my life...lol well i cant wait to get home. ..lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:41154 2005-08-10T22:21:19Z 2005-08-10T22:21:19Z only <h1>TWO&lt;/h1? daysss</h1> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:40869 2005-08-10T01:49:04Z 2005-08-10T01:49:04Z hmmm lately i have been feeling sick i think im about done thought , it was like a 48 sickness. lol now i hope it was. hmm so lets see im coming home friday , the grange saturday , and hmmmm thats it really. well i love myself. bye&lt;33 everyone else.<br /><br /><h1>Nikkie said yes we are getting married.</h1> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:40613 2005-08-09T00:32:51Z 2005-08-09T00:32:51Z <h1>.4 Days.</h1> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:40420 2005-08-05T02:07:53Z 2005-08-05T02:07:53Z Hey only one week till i come home <h1> 7 days </h1><br />Ohh the grange the 13th? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:39956 2005-08-03T00:22:44Z 2005-08-03T00:22:44Z heeeeeyyyyyy ?<br />-psh dont say heyyy to me! <br />I will if i want to Bi*ch<br />-f*ck off l0s3r<br /><br />haha i love it. <br /><br />just me and my self. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:39864 2005-08-02T02:58:43Z 2005-08-02T02:58:43Z >>blah>< <center><h1>GoodNight</h1></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:39614 2005-08-01T14:34:37Z 2005-08-01T14:34:37Z <center>Its early in the morning , not much going on , but i just wanted to type.so here i am once again typing for no reason .lol well i think im going to go eat a muffin AND water. and the ill just read a boooook " ALT Ed" . its real;y good , about a depressed fat girl, and a jock , cheerleaders.and a gay guy , all put together to solve there problems , its a really good book , ill think i finish it bye the ed of to day and i only got it yesterday ..haha lol well im going to eat pancakes now... my aunt just told me but i will eat a <b>muffffinnn</b> <br /><br /><br /><br />Jay=Only</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:39255 2005-08-01T03:35:16Z 2005-08-01T03:35:16Z <center>today was okay = ]<br /><br /><center>\\+// I told karly that i wasnt going to live with when i get back because i just felt it was to much to handle.I need to start school with my mom and everything.I miss having a family.i miss my sister , today was her birthday , well only about 2 weeks left to home. pshh cant wait i guess. i just hope i get a house soon.<br /><br /><center>//+\\ I think that everything will turn out good , i miss school sort of.but when school starts ill hate it .lol. pshh well i think im going to just hang out with nikkie and karly and sara most of the rest of that summer , so well im offff to bed...love <br /><br /><br />Jay=Only...</center></center></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:39022 2005-07-29T02:10:06Z 2005-07-29T02:10:06Z Why does everything have to be about me , just so i am happy? i love when people , talk about me , good wise , i just love to be center of Attions urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:38816 2005-07-27T06:17:32Z 2005-07-27T06:17:32Z i love All yall Bitches.&hearts;<br /><h1>***Who Loves Jay????***</h1> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:38614 2005-07-26T20:09:23Z 2005-07-26T20:09:23Z What do i like more?<br /><br /><br />Soda Or Water? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:38240 2005-07-26T01:08:38Z 2005-07-26T01:08:38Z Note to Self , From first to last. Today was fun , up to time to playcards. i think cards are a jinxs in this house hold(Fl Kackys).Lol everyone thinks everyone cheats , but half of us actually Cheat when playing card. witch makes no sense to fight , but i think i actually got in a arugment with my aunt kacky , its so hard not to know when shes not playing around. so i was playing witch come to find out she was serious. now i dont know what to do . i guess when she gets home , ill say sorry , but she left me here not telling me where she was going. so psshhhh but anyways! i cant wait to be home with Nikkie=Nurple My lover&lt;333 ..haha - &lt;333Only Jayyy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:l0s3rfreak:37852 2005-07-18T16:02:26Z 2005-07-18T16:02:26Z Hey ! <br /><br /> i havent wrote in forever , really because i have no , lifeeee....lol sike.<br />well im coming <b>home</b> in about 3 weeks . i know you all asre so excited...lol pshhh , well i went to daytona beach yesterday and got fried, im so red it hurts really Bad. well besides that i <s>want</s> NEED comments on my pictures on my space.. so go and do that! i love you guysss.